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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
.::sooo tired, exhausted, shagged, worn out, anymore synonyms?::.
.::sooo tired, exhausted, shagged, worn out, anymore synonyms?::.
So the review thing earlier went on pretty well wif my supervisor 'cept for abit of amendments to be done here and there..basically everything is in place. Phew! Now hafta send the slides to my prj mates via email. The real thing is on next Tuesday dats aft National Day. So they gotta haf a copy to prepare for the presentation.
My oh my i'm such a slow worker..what more wif Hazril and my next-door neighbour on msn being faithful companions, chatting wif me. I feel thankful nevertheless..not irritated or annoyed. Hey onli berok pat hutan wd be towards sweet chatting companions like that! Gosh i lose out wif distractions totally! Gotta keep focused!
Now my parents r using the net, replying emails from a distant American family friend. So i'm free to do my non-online stuff like study for my upcoming test. Hah surprisingly i'm posting an entry in my blog now huh? Guess how i did it? Jun..Jun..tsk tsk tsk Distractions again..Let's see this week i'll be bz wif these stuffz due: Aircraft Systems test on Thurs and CSA labs and tutorials due on Thurs and Fri respectively and i also haf my very difficult Flight Theory tutorial due this Fri. And guess what? I haven't started on a single thing! And i'm all tired faced, coughing, sneezing, shagged and panda-eyed due to long exposure to my laptop screen plus i've been sick sinz i failed my driving test last Thursday..still can't get over it..so sad..so wasted..so regretful..so..ughh.. whyyyyyyymeeeeee???????..still wondering when i will finally get over it and go on wif life..hell, i haven't even told my parents abt it..onli my sis and the whole school knows abt it..dunno how to break the news to them..well actually the breaking of the news part should be ez but it's my reaction towards their reaction (which i constantly, negatively think would be bad and discouraging) that i cant deal with tt ez-ly. Pessimistic me..*sighs*
I should gather my courage and tell them. I shouldn't give in to my pessimistic thoughts that are ever weaving in and out of me like a broken needle. I have to tell them, after all where else can i get the money to book for another test date if not from my dad? *winks* See, there's alwayz a catch somewhere. *sighs again* So much time and money sacrificed you noe..ard 2K bucks and a few skipped lectures..*sighs again again* There i go again..still can't get over my failure.. *sighs again again again* C'mon Jun..GET OVER IT!!!
My oh my i'm such a slow worker..what more wif Hazril and my next-door neighbour on msn being faithful companions, chatting wif me. I feel thankful nevertheless..not irritated or annoyed. Hey onli berok pat hutan wd be towards sweet chatting companions like that! Gosh i lose out wif distractions totally! Gotta keep focused!
Now my parents r using the net, replying emails from a distant American family friend. So i'm free to do my non-online stuff like study for my upcoming test. Hah surprisingly i'm posting an entry in my blog now huh? Guess how i did it? Jun..Jun..tsk tsk tsk Distractions again..Let's see this week i'll be bz wif these stuffz due: Aircraft Systems test on Thurs and CSA labs and tutorials due on Thurs and Fri respectively and i also haf my very difficult Flight Theory tutorial due this Fri. And guess what? I haven't started on a single thing! And i'm all tired faced, coughing, sneezing, shagged and panda-eyed due to long exposure to my laptop screen plus i've been sick sinz i failed my driving test last Thursday..still can't get over it..so sad..so wasted..so regretful..so..ughh.. whyyyyyyymeeeeee???????..still wondering when i will finally get over it and go on wif life..hell, i haven't even told my parents abt it..onli my sis and the whole school knows abt it..dunno how to break the news to them..well actually the breaking of the news part should be ez but it's my reaction towards their reaction (which i constantly, negatively think would be bad and discouraging) that i cant deal with tt ez-ly. Pessimistic me..*sighs*
I should gather my courage and tell them. I shouldn't give in to my pessimistic thoughts that are ever weaving in and out of me like a broken needle. I have to tell them, after all where else can i get the money to book for another test date if not from my dad? *winks* See, there's alwayz a catch somewhere. *sighs again* So much time and money sacrificed you noe..ard 2K bucks and a few skipped lectures..*sighs again again* There i go again..still can't get over my failure.. *sighs again again again* C'mon Jun..GET OVER IT!!!
posted at 9:34 PM